Photos Through the Years

November 2009 - I make it a regular habit of hiding in photos.  Sorry - my eyes are closed.  :)
2003 - I was hiding in photos back then.  Probably about 280 lbs or so.

With my parents - Christmas 2008.  Should be close to my highest weight of 293 in this picture if not higher

June 2009, dropped down to 254 lbs by working out and eating well

December 2008 - Trying to hide the fact that I am almost 300 lbs.

Halloween 2009 - Figured I couldn't hide it anymore... the weight had come back

July 2009 Still about 255-260 lbs here

December 2009 - I knew I had gained weight and was larger than all of my cousins - so there I was - hiding in the back as usual.

September 2010 - Working as a makeup artist.  Praying people would concentrate on my face instead of my size

Same makeup artist event.  I saw this pic and wanted to cry....

I hated myself.  What happened to me?  How could I let myself gain all that weight again?

March 2010 - Totally fake smile here... I hated full body pics

I hated the way I looked in this pic.  Wanted to hide behind the table.  Was even more disgusted that there was food in the picture as well.